“I was drawn to take this course because the title alone spoke to a desire I’ve had for a while to live my life from rest, pleasure, and joy instead of viewing these as things we work for and earn. I’ve also been yearning to take into that source of pleasure in my body and I know Rashida’s work values this very thing. Initially, when we started the class, I was having a hard time focusing. My mind felt scattered and unable to focus and no matter how many breaths I took, I couldn't seem to get grounded and focused.
However, we got to this point of the class when Rashi led us to touch ourselves as we would a lover and as we would want a lover to touch us. This was the point of the class where I felt a huge release. I started to touch my thighs and felt this huge surge of desire. It took me by surprise! I had never experienced my own touch in that way before. I had never felt my own desire like that before. It was absolutely electrifying and terrifying at the same time. For the past year, I’ve done practices of touching myself through masturbating and sensual massage but I’ve mostly felt like I was going through the motions.
I hadn’t felt that sense of passion or desire. This time, though, it felt soooo good. It felt like coming home and falling in love. I realized that I had been hungering for my own desire and passion and was finally able to sense it. For all the times I’ve given that to other lovers, I’ve never been able to give it to myself until that moment. I think that the way Rashi guided us through the movements and her words of affirmation/encouragement helped unlock something. As we continued going through the exercises, I couldn’t stop crying as more desire rushed through my body.
At the end of it, Rashi asked us to use one word to describe how we felt, and immediately I said: “desired!.” I felt so much desire from my own being and it is one of the best feelings in the world. I feel like I’ve fallen in love with myself in a way I didn’t realize I could. Thank you so much, Rashi for the gift of this class. I can say with 100% confidence that I will never forget this day because I discovered something that is beyond any type of riches this world has to offer.
To know and experience your own desire for yourself and to feel that in your body is sacred fuel, it is the erotic that Audre Lorde so profoundly talks about, and the power that it brings cannot be denied. Rashi's work is transformational and has been a huge part of my sexual liberation. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I can't recommend this class enough ...”
— Sarah